Thursday, April 7, 2011

Entropy

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So many people I know are in dark times right now.  Struggling just to make it through the day, to make sense of their lives and hold together a narrative that makes it worth it.  I get so frustrated with life sometimes.  Is it supposed to be this hard?  Those good times and care-free memories seem so long ago.  A different life, or a dream.

I don’t care how unrealistic it is, or how naïve it makes me.  All this change and progress was supposed to be for something better.  But we’re all living in the reflected past or the seductive future.  The present is just something we bare.

When are the barbeques where we all get together and laugh and smile?  When are the long drives and sporadic adventures?  The late nights and long weekends?  This journey had a goal.  There was supposed to be a destination.  When do we get to meet each other at our best? 
What happened to the love that used to fill our lives?

I can’t stand seeing the people I care about so tormented by their demons, or their circumstances.  Worse, I can’t stand seeing it from a distance.  Everyone’s waiting.  There’s so much separation.  I miss them.  I miss who I was with them.

Everything is so different now, we’re all so fragmented.  We left it all behind to find something better, but now we’re just looking to get it back.  I want it back. 

I miss my friends.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

BioWare Sequel Celebration!

Own Dragon Age 2?  Congratulations, you get a free copy of Mass Effect 2 for PC!

Some fan love.

Go here to see how to get your hands on a free copy of Mass Effect 2 for PC, but only if you bought Dragon Age 2!

HB Studios: Small Studios in Small Towns vs Big Studios in Big Cities

Today we had another film crew in the office filming a segment about women in non-traditional careers.  It focused on a few of my very talented female co-workers.  I ended up getting recruited to dance with them in some  wii games and have a Nerf war with them in slow motion.  Should be good.

This is after a few weeks ago a different film crew was in doing a segment on us for Studios in Nova Scotia.  I posted a video by them before about the industry here, and it focused mainly on HB Studios, another studio here in Halifax.  Here’s another video by the same crew about HB Studios and what it’s like working in the industry here in Halifax.

HB Studios

I can’t wait to see the one they do about Longtail with my co-workers and I in it!  I’ll post it as soon as it’s up!

Love

Angels & Airwaves is a bit of a guilty pleasure for me.  I love them, and their music puts me in the best mood.  They’re not normally the type of music I’d listen to, but for some reason I love their spacey punk-rock sound.  Anyway, apparently they did a movie and the early reviews are saying it’s excellent and it’s already won a few film festival awards even though it’s not publicly out till November. 

The description sounds awesome.  An astronaut is at the International Space Station and all contact with earth stops inexplicably.  From orbit he watches Earth go dark, and spends years trapped up there.  Until one day he wakes up and finds something else in orbit with him.  During an interview one of them said he goes through a worm-hole and meets God.  Plus another story 100 years earlier during the civil war.  The trailer makes it look right up my alley.

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The movie’s music is of course done by Angels & Airwaves themselves.  It comes out in November, and I am now officially excited for it.

Monday, April 4, 2011

UBB

If you haven’t heard about this yet, and even if you have but are a little shaky on the details, watch this video about something that could negatively and severely affect Canada:

If Usage-Based Billing goes in to effect, you’d have to decide up front if clicking play on this video was really worth the data-cost.

In a flagrant act of corruption, the CRTC betrayed the Canadian public by letting things get this far.  100,000x markup is insane.  If this goes through, Canada will literally be at the bottom of the list for internet rights.  And there are several serious implications that may not be immediately apparent.

Imagine a world where you were paying for every link you click.  You’d second guess clicking every link, and only the safe ones would be used regularly.  This means true online innovation will slow down heavily in Canada.  This is what UBB is.  Charging the user for every gig of data they use, forcing the user to ‘ration’ their internet usage.

Services like Netflix would probably eventually be forced to pull their services altogether, because a single movie is over a gig, sometimes several.  If you’re on a meter, that’s a hefty chunk of your monthly data allowance.  Many people who watch their media online would go back to Television (who those same Telecom companies own, what a coincidence…)  If you DO continue to use Netflix, you’ll only watch the movies you KNOW you want to see, no more experimenting with that weird indie movie that looks kinda interesting, not worth the risk.  All this would mean less income for Netlifx.  And companies/services that have yet to set up shop in Canada would now know it wasn’t worth trying.

Online gaming on your pc or console would go towards your monthly usage allotment.  This may not be much for gameplay, it means every time an update comes out for your favorite game, sometimes over a gig, you’ll have to bite the bullet.

Video streaming sites like Youtube and Vimeo become dangerous time-killers.  Streaming your music on Grooveshark is suddenly too expensive.  No more using Dropbox for syncing files between work and home freely.  In fact, the fast approaching “Cloud” based future of the internet would be a burden to Canadians instead of evolution.  Every time you do something online, you’ll feel your wallet lightening.

It goes against everything the internet is supposed to be.  Unlimited available information.  Freedom of exploration and expression.  An open market for new ideas.

This is on top of the points the video made about UBB being designed specifically to run independent ISPs out of business and place the major Telecom companies into a full on monopoly, to then increase prices however they want with no competition using an age old technique called artificial scarcity

And these companies have been at war with Net Neutrality forever.  If they were the only companies left to offer internet, they’d have no reason not to petition against Net Neutrality further.  For those who don’t know, Net Neutrality is a principle that ISPs cannot discriminate services based on content.  ISPs should not have any say on what sites you are “allowed” to visit, what files you are “allowed” to download, or how you’re “allowed” to download them.  There are legal exceptions to this of course, but that’s up to law enforcement to deal with, not a major Telecom company that has a vested interest in which sites you visit and which you don’t, or which files you download and which you don’t.  It’s a major conflict of interest.

This is becoming an election issue.  While there are several factors that decide who I vote for, this will definitely be one of them.  I do not want to see Canada become the backwater of digital progress.

If this concerns you like it does me and many I know, and if you haven’t already, sign the petition that brought this issue into the spotlight, half a million strong!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Hooked

Beautiful world-design.

Nerdgasm to follow:

So when I first got Rift it was just cause Chad was pestering me to try it, and I figured I was pretty bored on the weekends anyway since Ryan moved so I’d give it a shot.  I did not expect to get into it much, I thought I was done with MMOs.

Wrong.  I am hooked to this game.  It feels like the first game to do MMOs RIGHT since WoW.  And it’s learned from WoW and other MMOs along the way.  It has the best of WoW, Warhammer, Aion, etc all in one with beautiful graphics.  And it does a few new things really well.  The fact that you can have 3 “roles” and re-spec on the fly out of combat is great.  And the rifts are awesome.  Rifts open up throughout the world and they’re like mini raids / public quests. 

Rifts can be pretty epic

It was a free-play weekend so Chad and I convinced Brett and Linda to give it a shot and they’re now seriously considering picking it up too.  Over the weekend we all played together and it was a ton of fun.  Facetime on iPhone is an awesome addition to gaming together! 

It just seems everyone is at a weird time in life where they have a lot of free time.  Chad doesn’t do much on weekends other then spend time with Olga, Brett and Linda are biding their time until they move to Vancouver, and I have a lot of free time on weekends now that Ryan has moved.  It lets us play without any guilt!

Playing with Chad and Brett.

Today Chad and I did our first instance.  It was hands down the coolest instance I’ve done in an MMO to date.  It starts in summer and as you progress the seasons change.  At the end you’re climbing a mountain in an insane blizzard where you can barely see in front of you, adding to the epic feeling and sense of confusion.  Incredibly well done instance, and it was only the first.

Halfway through the instance it goes from Summer to Fall...

And the end is a Winter blizzard at the top of a mountain!

The world is beautifully done and the graphics are amazing.  The game feels amazingly polished and balanced, especially when you consider it just came out and from a no-name studio!  There’s always something to do as well.  Plus my friends are playing.  Not just close personal friends, but friends from BioWare and Longtail play too.  I think I’ll be playing this game for a while…  In fact, I’m considering getting a new PC next month to run it better.  My PC is 5 years old, it’s been time for a new one for a while, and I can afford it.  But it’ll have to wait until after I pay for my wisdom teeth coming out and then my plane tickets to and from Winnipeg for my Dad’s wedding.

It’s exciting to be into an MMO again.  Forgot how fun they can be.
Nerdgasm over.

Friday, April 1, 2011

Dance On Broadway PS3 @ HMV

One of my user-stories for my sprint was to get a picture of our game on retail shelves Smile with tongue out

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Status:  Completed